the snow doesnt fall around me anymore. why write if theres nothing left to say? i pull it close like a magnet, it collects in piles in the folds of my clothes. i am one with the winter. freeze me to death, let me collapse in your arms. pinch the burning paper between my fingers. stifle the glow. wipe my tears away when you whip past. cover me in blankets, sing me to sleep. why do you care what these people think? none of them know who you are.

be my friend, be my lover, be here when i get home. after everything you've taken away, give me something back.

i cant bear another day like this